Profile.
This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
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Facts.
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....
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Declaration.
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
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Date: Thursday, March 25, 2010 Time: 7:35 AM The night falls
This is not about how much I like him, but it is about why. You can choose not to read. But I want to keep this as a memory, with my memory failing me everyday(who knows, someday I might get cancer & forget everything...). Out of Super Junior, I liked Eunhyuk at first. Plainly because he was Junsu's best friend & he can dance well. Then I moved on to Donghae because he is so cute & all. Hankyung because he was a chinese and is cute when he speaks Korean. But gradually I stopped at Heechul. The first time I noticed him was in "Bad Family". This drama he acted in as a rich bad boy. They did a lot of close up(s) on him, which I sort of liked because he had beautiful features. Gradually I knew he was from Super Junior & all. People who doesn't understands him says that he is rude, ill-mannered, has very serious attitude problems, weird style, yadayada. But hey, if you try to understand him, he is fragile in the heart. At least, I think so. I think I found a lot of similarities btwn me and him(no, I'm not trying to say delusional stuff, but if you bother noticing him at all, you will see). Bad/Short tempered : We are both like this. Really, we get more of irritated easily, at little things we don't like or people we don't like. When we are unhappy, our faces shows it all. When we are really angry, it means things cannot be revert to old times. Emotional at the random times : Rollercoaster ride, should I use this to describe? Idk, maybe one moment I am super high up with you. The next moment I think of something that worries me, there goes my mood. At this time, no matter how hard we try to type nice, we don't want to betray our true feelings & thus cold replies. Sarcastic / Not saying what we mean : We tend to say things that comes to our mind out without giving much consideration to it. We don't know what is called 'trouble' unless something happens. We often say things that we don't mean at all, because we have a lot of pride in ourselves. Being unable to put ourselves down cause the words to sound hostile. Cold face : When we don't smile, people says we have attitude problem & unfriendly. When we smile, people says that we are not being real. What do you people want? > is what we feel. When actually, we really have a warm heart. We love kids. Despite we might always tease the kids til they cry or sth, but when it comes to protecting them, we do, really. Weird style : No we do not have any weird style. We are just really lazy to dress up and thus mixing and matching the wrong things at times. But we don't give a shit, why shld you? :\ Easily influenced : If you praise us, we love you. If we tell you not to praise us and you told us about some negative things abt us, you're condemned. That's it. Friends : We like to keep within a group. & we like being busy with our clique. We like taking pictures/videos down for memory keepsake. Yes we do. We like telling things to the closer friends. We...just like people of our own kind. Because if you're not our kind, you won't really understand us and will cause a lot of conflicts. We have a lot of hi-bye friends. & there are more that I can't think of now. Maybe that's why I like him so much. We share many similarities, which makes me feel for him at times. Sigh, sorry, I think 30 mins ago I was laughing damn hard at their gags and now watching them cry cos it's the last time they are seeing their "daughter", makes me feel for Heechul much. & actually reading my own post again...makes me feel more terrible :\ |