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Profile.

This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^

TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥

Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.

Links.

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Facts.

- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw ~~well~~
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....

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Credits.

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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)

When it stops, it breaks.

My family, consists of so many people that sometimes I lose count of them. I don't like some of my relatives, apparently. This always happens in big families, no? But I realized as we get older, we separate much. I used to meet my bitch clique like once a week. Now, not even once a month.
Because of my fandom, I strayed away from them. Somehow or another. I feel quite sad. I mean, it was the strangers that drift us apart? How easy. They all, snigger and laugh at the fact that I have a fandom. & why I like guys who will never remember me in their entire life.
I know, and I tried explaining but they couldn't understand.
I became less active in the family.
Because my age and their age are wide apart, they started driving earlier than me, started everything earlier. They taught me what I needa to learn. As least, most of it.
They say I'm still 'young' to them. Of course I will always be, to them.
I miss what I had when I was younger, with them. Those parties & all. Instead of us now, flying everywhere alone, having to block one another so as to avoid awkwardness. Or even pretending not to know each other when bumped to each other on the streets. Things are turning different.

I'm just........sad over the fact that I am nothing in the family afterall. Other than to my mother & my godmum, what was I? No, this is not self-pity but self-realization. I never really bothered to think about this until the recent event.

Times like this, I am not as daring as usual. I like to hide in the blanket, think about it, & cry.
Because Singapore has no place for people to hang around when they feel like being alone.
I really want to move out of the house when I'm 21. Really.