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This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥


Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.



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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Wednesday, June 30, 2010
    Time: 4:19 AM
Every gathering has an end

    I think I'm quite emotional now. No idea, as much as I hate my jobscope(retail), I love the people I'm seeing everyday. Maybe it was the cake that triggered "last day, last moments tgt" button. When I first entered this damned hell, I hated the "pastry shop", hated everybody, including my boss. I hated everything here, even the food. It was bread whole day long. I hated I knew no one here and weird stares being daggered at me all the time.
    But warehouse was the deal. I hated the fact I was being sent down to a dirty dusty warehouse to do shitty work. But it was how I met pearlyn & edwin (rather, got closer). We didn't get close at once but just...gradually the first lunch tgt when my boss wasn't around. I loved it, the laughter, the talks, the food. Atmosphere was different because we are all young, talks were not about how to improve sales. I got to know abigail becos she sat beside me for a week, raphael & ray. Time just pass really fast, becos we all have friends accompanying us.
    Today is the last day, I felt I've seen the real world of working. Full of politics, full of rubbish and polluted people. The kind of bullshit we get at work, the kind of real working style hits me. I learnt how to take things easy, learnt retail things even though I won't be doing it. I really liked work for a period of time. Meeting with these bunch of new people are really awesome. I liked what I've done so far, despite I still detest retail line.
    But this was where I began my real life, began looking at normal guys instead of wanting to marry a korean guy, noticing fashion & skincare more than kpop merchandises, pampering myself more than the idols who haf a million people after them. Although, I quite have to admit that I am still stuck on tvxq much. Lol. They will forever be an exception I guess.
    Minus all these, main point is, I found my way to a better future. Rather than planning for korea trips, stalking trips and things that won't assist in my future, I found the course that I would be happy settling down with. Really, that's what makes me really happy.

    Maybe I'm just one who needs people like my workingclique & sharon+myboss to advise me more than fangirls. Both brought me equal fun. I guess, we gotta draw a line inbetween entertainment and life.




    Sent from my BlackBerry Wireless Handheld



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