Profile.
This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
Links.
Facts.
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....
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Credits.
Declaration.
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
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Date: Tuesday, July 27, 2010 Time: 9:16 AM Another me? & lies.
I fell asleep at an earlier timing. Woke up to feel really different of myself, woke up to find myself in a weird position on my bed. I didn't think much, all I did was to let my laptop sleep, and I went back for mine. I woke up again, feeling nauseous, chest pains, and strange. It is like meeting a new person, a stranger, a new me. I was very giddy, even when lying on my bed. I feel as though my throat was going to explode, for no reason. I felt cold, hugged myself while pulling the blanket over me up til the neck. I felt instant warmth, a kind of warmth I've never felt whenever I cuddle myself with all the bolsters. Strangely, I feel scared more than comfort. Because this is not the me I can recognized. From young, it appears that I've never mistook a wrong person after judging them with my observations. I was told to be talented in the psychological aspect since young. I had never thought of working in that area because...I cannot trust myself to hate all the humans after knowing even more how their minds work. People often say, when God gives you a talent, they take away something from you too. Provided with that my horoscope is Gemini, a ultimately double-faced sign, has a higher possibility of getting the personality disorder. But maybe, that was just a dream. I want to face it without fear, or maybe I do have fear hiding beneath my heart which I cannot describe. Maybe I need to calm myself down. |