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This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥


Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.



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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Credits.
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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Monday, July 12, 2010
    Time: 2:02 AM
"If I had to trust those bullshit, I would probably have to trust that Michael Jackson did not bleach his face yeah"

    Ok, I'm putting my trust back into this jar of cookies and seal it forever. I am going to stop believing in things or humans so I will never ever get hurt anymore. I hate disappointments, whenever I hit one, emotions overflows and I drowned in the whirlpool of it. Why is that so? I asked a good friend, "Why would you trust someone easily?" and she replied, "I don't see the reason not to believe!"
    I thought it was true, why not give others a chance? But when you get hurt once or twice, your confidence in it decreases. When it hits over ten times, your heart is dead. Not going to be hopeful, full of expectations anymore.

    I was on twitter just now, finding myself so dead ridiculous. Talking to people who disappointed me, who betrayed my trust? I didn't want to say anything at all. But I realize, this is all part and parcel of the training. What training, I know, but I need to socialize with people I hate! You'll never know which day you might be near them. Conceal the dislike and put on a damned :) mask. I shall do that.

    The only times I will peel off that damned mask?

    I don't know anymore.


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