Profile.
This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
Links.
Facts.
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....
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Credits.
Declaration.
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
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Date: Friday, July 30, 2010 Time: 4:29 AM "if my existence is even important at all"
I feel too :\ about myself. I think everybody knows I dislike my parents very much, neither do I feel any love towards my family. I get frustrated and annoyed because they don't listen to my explanations or take me seriously. I feel as though I'm nothing. This leads me to when I'm being accused, I don't bother explaining myself anymore. Why do I need to say so much when no one will believe or listen to me at all? Ha. I am very disappointed in my parents, I've never even liked my father an inch, or rather, less than an inch. I hated him since the day I could speak. Even though it was just teasing, I always scream at him because I get annoyed very easily by his actions. I threw chairs at him at the young age of 4. Only called him "daddy" when I needed something. It was that simple. I don't even bother about his life or death outside. Everybody says we simply have no fate at all. Maybe it's true, I don't even care anymore. I liked my mother, when I was younger. Til the day she decided to change the relationship between us. I allowed myself to be freed of it. My tolerance level can be so short but sometimes it amazes me how long it could be. After six years, I finally blasted what I kept in my heart. Call me ungrateful. For disliking them instead of thanking them for my existence and the money they put in(mind you, no efforts made). One fucking thing is : I never wanted to exist in this family, not even on earth with my fucking annoying self. |