TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Date: Tuesday, July 20, 2010 Time: 6:16 AM Maybe you just don't know me well?
Ok, seriously, shan't we all clear this up? For those whom might be knowing this blog/chancing upon here, please finish this up before even trying to write a statement defining me in your brains. No, I am not 100% insensitive. I can sense it when one changes her tone, I can sense when one just had a second of expression changed/flashed across. Look, I chose the mute button and that would be much appreciated because I am very sure you would not want me to go, "why your expression suddenly change huh" on a dinner table when I find out that, right? I mean, c'mon, let's all not even deny that we get annoyed for a second even over our most loved ones beside us. Don't even fake that because we all know this is hellishly true. I pay attention to peoples' changes around me because I tend to. Sometimes, I wish I could miss that two second of eye-rolling during a conversation so I could enjoy it fully like everyone else. Not saying that I am particularly observant, but look, a bitch can never miss out another bitch action made. Just like a dog will never miss sniffing out another dog near it! No, I am not denying I'm a total bitch, in and out, up and down. I was raised like one, to learn sarcasm and jokes that might offend petty people. But look, petty people ALWAYS dies, why? Because their hearts are so small that it couldn't even contain an ant. I don't even deny how petty I was, but now? Hey, look on the bright side, dude. (This is why I say Junsu is a pretty much good influence, isn't it? ^^) I am a very quick+short-tempered person, I don't even deny that. Nobody takes me seriously when I am all fired up/infuriated because the words I say are meaningless. Well, that "nobody" only refers to friends & family who really knows me well. I tend to get really agitated and my body will be trembling in anger, this is not a joke, it's true! Whatever it is, this explains another point to ignore me when I'm pissed. Next, attitude. Seriously, do you even know me to judge my attitude? God, I am born with a face that looks fucked up since 19years ago so why are you pinning the blame on me for this? Is it really my fault that I look like I wanna slam a bad-attitude-girl-image on everyone's face? Hey, look, I don't smile =/= attitude. Maybe you should really look up what does attitude means on UrbanDictionary or Dictionary.Com? Much appreciated for the 2minutes search, maybe, or not, who cares? I shall keep another part of ranting to a private place. So now, ciao. |