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This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Tuesday, July 20, 2010
    Time: 1:48 AM
Money vs Conscience

    I feel like Carrie Bradshaw, writing about daily topics with people around us that got us thinking much. Other than, I don't talk about sex, have 3 havoc friends and not a column writer. I'm just blogging about what I feel and think.

    So discussing a story about relatives. One who wrote an apology letter for refusing to turn up for a funeral, for our beloved and respected grandfather who took care of her kid when she was resting after birth. They invested great sum of money for the wife's funeral. Is this another way of apologising? Or is this a way of reassuring them that they did their best to make up for their mistakes? We all never really know. Can conscience be really bought with money?

    Well, for me, I think it is really hard. It is just like being hired to assassinate a person you love for a heavenly sum of money that you will get in return. Love is never forever, of course, we might regret that decision if you are with me on "love is not forever", but what if that person is your mother? We cannot deny the love that had been implanted in us since we were a seedling in her body. I, for one, can't go against my conscience anymore. When I was younger, I was ruthless, to the extend of using people to gain advantages. But as I grew up, I eventually gave up, I didn't want to get karma in return. But in this world, who shall not use one another will be unsuccessful. This is why most of the successful people are lonely.

    Back to the topic, it is all about the matter on time. Once the time strikes a certain number, you lose your chance and no matter what, some things just can't be forgiven. Call it petty, but everybody has their limit line and I am sure, once someone toed on yours, there's nothing call the "forgive and forget" quote.


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