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This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥


Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.



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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Wednesday, July 7, 2010
    Time: 9:08 AM
Nothing overrides the mess of the world

    Fucking bored. Stepped out of the house today (a), settled one of the major problems that had been bugging me. Left a few more only. Hate my fucking self, realization is never good for your emotional aspect. The stupid things I do sometimes amaze me more than the fucking noobs. Really. I'm just this big-headed good for nothing fucking loser, I know. I came to realize a lot of things and the humans around me. How many of them are really true as friends, how many of them are just trying to use me, I know. I don't really want to care because I enjoy everyone's company! Of course, things shan't be told to them but still....the fun is there!

    Anyhoo, I guess this had been on my chest for fucking long. Ever since last year I met you. I probably hasn't disliked anyone this much other than my father and that cousin but you, hey, broke the record. First you came in, act all big, try like a pro shit. I don't give a shit even though the fact you choose people is so fucking obvious. Then after that you came to realize I'm of some use afterall, tries to get close, act bitchy(omg fucking fail). After my Thailand trip, you were worse than before, all of us agreed. Then you started accusing ppl of being noobs when lol you are one big disgusting pupa. Really, that amuses me much. I swear I couldn't care more than a shit about you until yes you stepped on my line. My fucking bottom line for everyone, including my mother : Junsu. You thought you could 'scape things off easily. I found you, on the god-damned web that my friend fucking own. Lol, try to use some goddamnedfuckingass brains for goddamn sake! Yeah yeah you act like a fucking angel and spoke to me and gave me bullshit because right after, I read about it in Facebook. Omg you fucking disgust me, worst off than any fucking bugs or humans on earth, including the rapists and kidnappers. You thought being on goodterms with us will help but hey the few of us saw your true colors and only those blinded ones are pulling the threads with you. Grow up, just fucking grow up and quit being this immature faggot who tries to steps on everyone's line. Look, junsu is not mine but when you don't even fucking know his real birthdate, don't even claim that he is yours. Go back to being "Mrs Kim Hyun Joong" instead of trespassing others' territory before you get shot one day.

    Need to quit being a pissy bitch and back to angelic self.

    The cake Jonghui made with me :) (Of course, the red words are done by me, so much nicer right! It means Junsu wife anyhoo) I didn't contribute much because I ended up messing the cake and Jonghui kept nagging at me for spoiling it and ask me go away! Hahaha. About 2 weeks ago already, sigh, only managed to post now :\ All taken by my Blackberry(she was in love with my phone for an hour cos she thinks that my camera is fucking awesome)


    Lol, this arrived on my doorstep :) On a fateful Sunday! I spent $200 bucks(yes two hundred fucking singapore dollars). It's their songs & a thousand pieces puzzle which I probably will never do and frame it up :\ A collection set that all their fans must get :D I swear I starved for this :(


    Let me post about my new favourite boy(again). So fucking gorgeous that I fucking swear he is so not humanly. I need to meet him like THIS YEAR before my goddamn course starts so I can start on how to fish a hot eloquent Busan man like him!!!!! He is born in 1990, plays the guitar and can sing. Goddamnit, I think he gotta have some weird temper, nobody is perfect!


    Which anyway, my favourite boy is still him :) He is not gorgeous, but his singing can touch your hearts. The emotions he tries to put in along with the lyrics are fucking awesome. Don't judge me because I like the newdols(new idols rising). He is irreplaceable. Even if one day I get married and my husband asks me if I prefer him or junsu, I'd choose the latter because junsu is family. Forever and always will be.


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