This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :)
Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can drawwell
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry to be continued....
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
Date: Monday, July 12, 2010 Time: 8:03 AM
Part One - Installation of Smile Mask
I realized, in mass communications, or rather, life, we all need to install this application in our brains.
For our own good, we have to. People like me fail at that because our face is like a book that can be read with all the true emotions shown. Some loves that because they feel they can be really comfortable around someone real in this entirely materialistic world. Some felt that it was complete uselessness. Because you show everything in you that makes you looks really hopelessly dumb.
In my case, I head for the latter's opinion. Yes, I do think I'm a complete loser for emotions but then again, there are people who needs and wants friends like these. One thing I can be proud of is, I'm real & I'm always true.
Because in life we can't choose people to socialize with, we make do with it. The thing with Mass Comm is PR skills. It's easy, you may say. But just imagine having someone to talk you down like a dirtshit and all you could do was to laugh it off when all you wanted to do was to punch that asshole and make his nose michael jackson's one? It takes a lot of self-control, discipline and patience to hold your breath and grin like an idiot.
I know how fake we all dislike people to be. But how real are you too? I realized that we are all fakers. But at least I'm proud to say, I was once real. Never had to deal with people I dislike becos I wanted to be real and I was.
But everything is the past now. I'm going to open up my social circle and start being the peach that everybody likes instead of an juicy unique fruit that no one cares abt anymore.