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Profile.

This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥


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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Credits.
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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Sunday, July 25, 2010
    Time: 7:03 AM
Self-defense

    I realized I'm such a failure. I tend to push people away when they get closer to me. Or rather, it should be me who can't open myself up to them much. I try my best to really change my mood whenever I meet new people but my true colors tend to reveal as they get closer to me and I get scared of that. Major failure, whatever you call me. I hate myself for pushing away good friends and regret later on. I really hate it, but I don't know.....they said true friends will stay by your side? I'm not expecting anyone to stay by my side, seriously, lol. I can't stand myself at times too. But I never thought that one day could change everybody around you. I need to stop building walls around me and push people away just because I am afraid. But no one really made me feel as though I could trust her with my world, at all. Maybe I'm just afraid, scared, whatever. Hopeless me is hopeless me.


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