Profile.
This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
Links.
Facts.
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....
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Credits.
Declaration.
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
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Date: Monday, July 12, 2010 Time: 10:35 AM A sleepless night
I am at a loss of words, staring blankly at my laptop screen while I wonder, what am I doing up at 1.36am, this does not even make sense. Because I have a urge to write, but I am at a loss of words. Just like a thousand blank pages book to be filled up, I've done only one or two pages out of all. But maybe because of the night that I'm used to and loved, I don't think I can let it go. How fake I was, pretending to know and feel in others' shoes. I know myself too well to even like myself as a friend if I were others. I know how silly am I occasionally to believe in forever, or at times believe in love that might last. Nah, nothing's happening. I don't have a boyfriend, still. Does it make a difference? I'm living fine and good, of course, not on the finance part. I want to shop, but apparently I am not working now so I have no extra cash to support extra shopping lists other than my current ones + the outings never cost cheap. Well, not that that matters much anymore. The night always makes me reminiscence the past. I missed it, I missed how carefree I was, I missed how fun it was to attend school with friends that surrounds me with really awesome outings and mugging sessions. I missed those days where I was scolded to be home rather than to be chased out of the house because I laid on my bed a little too much each day. Sometimes I wished that someone could invent the time machine so we can all turn back to old, happy times. Well, that's a wish and it wouldn't hurt anyone for that. Need to quit acting stupid and back to life sigh. |