Profile.
This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
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Facts.
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....
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Declaration.
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
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Date: Thursday, August 5, 2010 Time: 3:33 AM
Hi Grandpa... Cannot believe it is the 7th year without you by my side already. Your death was a blow to me, despite I knew, you would leave me soon. I had never starved, bullied, did work that stress me when you were around. Neither was I "asked" to move to my cousin's place so that fucking disgusting person could take refuge in my room. I hated the change in everything after you were gone. I had no one to cry to, I had no one to talk to, I had no one to play with. I was all alone again, on earth. I changed drastically. From the cheerful, kind me to someone cunning, scheming, & lonely. I didn't want to associate with other people, because I had enough of betrayal in life. You cradled me to sleep when I was younger just because I had a nightmare. You told others to back off because they touched me and I felt annoyed. You could whip up the most delicious meal for me in the midnight just because I am hungry. You would pick me up from school, shield me when my mother disciplines me. Nothing that anyone would do for me in life. I still miss you, I still call for you when I break down, I still tear when I think/write about you. Every year, without fail, I have my moments where I missed you so much that I couldn't even bear to look at our old pictures. The day I drew a card for you, you were so happy. The days where you were bedridden, you were worried about me. Worried if I had eaten, worried if I was being bullied, worried if I had money. You were so worried, even on the deathbed, without much strength to speak, you told my mother not to let me roam around too much incase I get abducted(which is impossible). I miss you so much that I don't know what am I supposed to do. day 6. A HEARTFELT letter to some food Hi Chocopie, I don't know why you must be made in korea and make me broke eating you!!!!!!! Day 6 - A DBSK song that makes you giddy Free Your Mind. LOL. |