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Profile.

This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥


Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.



Links.
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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Credits.
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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Monday, August 9, 2010
    Time: 8:08 AM

    Everyday I wake up worrying who is the next person who is going to leave me just like that. Everyday I wake up feeling guilty towards my mum because she is exhausted over me and I am still relying on her despite I'm 19 already. Everyday I wake up feeling stupid and lousy because I seem so useless. Everyday I find an escapade, refusing to face my true own self.
    Coward much.
    & when I do, I break down like this. Like something that will disappear into thin air if I don't thread on the line properly. I want to stop being butthurt about things people say about me, thinks about me. I am done living the life that others wants me to. I can't seem to see the self in me anymore. Or rather, in a mroe dramatic way, the soul in my body. This feels just like an empty shell.

    Here am I, finding the perfect path to reach one of my short-term goal before moving on in life. I wonder, is that really good for me? I worry, a lot. I can't help but worry. Because in life, nothing is confirmed, nothing is call a deal is a deal. Things crops up, hit an obstacle. People says we fall and we climb again.

    But when we fall too deep, what will happen?


    Die.


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