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This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Monday, August 2, 2010
    Time: 5:54 PM
Isn't self-realization all about improving?

    I was reading through my facebook news feed and came across someone I dislike to write this, "I think another person is going to hate me now, wah sian, one more" Putting aside my prejudice towards her, look, isn't this part of self-realization? If one more person hates you, shouldn't you do something about yourself instead of whining it away?
    In my case, I don't really take others' comments with a pinch of salt. I know I can't please everyone but I try to please the majority, at least I try. People said they didn't like how attitude I can be when I don't smile, which in fact, I do think it's ridiculous because hey, it's my default face, I'm born with it. But when I face others with the same thing, I can feel how they feel. I try to smile more often. I only show my true self infront of closer people. Behind every single failed friendship, something is bound to be wrong. We can't say "our horoscopes don't match, let's not be friends" right? I mean....yeah right, I read it too but I don't believe into it so that much that it concludes my life.
    Adding in my dislike for her, she is really incorrigible. She turns everybody, including strangers away from her. God! Well, I don't really really dislike people though I do grumble a little when they overstep my very first line created for "just friends" but I often grumble alone and just give it up. She overstepped my border base line > Junsu. So take that, disgusting woman.
    With that, I don't mean she like Junsu :> She just did something TO him.

    day 4. A letter to someone you want to kick in the face expressing why you want to kick them in the face
    Hi anonymous,
    I feel like kicking you in the face because you contradict your words so much that it amuses me but agitates me at times too. I can't avoid reading because yes, you are within my timeline(let's not say it's a twitter thing, other things makes up for it). You know how people says, "Oh I lost interest/dislike/hates that thing/person" and just go gaga over it in the end? Mean what you say! This annoys me so much because, quit trespassing what you can't. I would say, the starting time is not the most important thing. You may start out early, others may start out later than you, but the possibility of them will persevere longer than you do. Attention span is not the problem, it's about the things you bitch about others and you are the one doing it most of the times. We could completely conclude all the points into a book, if we are even that free. You are just an occasional topic. Your "true & best" friends changes ALL THE TIME. I thought best friends were supposed to stay like um, at least a year? Lol, don't amuse me with the words you use and you don't even understand the true meaning of it. Quit defining it with your stupidity and extract the meaning from www.dictionary.com.

    Day 9 — Someone you wish you could meet
    I don't know what this means, does it mean I can wish to meet someone I want to meet again? I know it sounds stupid, if above is qualified, then I'll write Junsu. No, the time I saw him, I couldn't feel the real-ness of it. It feels like I've been into a 3D concert or something and saw him upclose, that's all. I want a day with him, to meet him on the streets, have a cup of coffee, down to the beach, throw each other into the sea, have fun. Just as friends. I can't even go further in my imagination, that is.
    If it's not....Edison Chen. Despite the scandal and everything, I still want to meet him, once, on the streets of Hongkong or something. He is still my ideal man since the age of 11.

    Day 4 - A DBSK song that makes you happy
    Balloons.


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