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This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^
TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥
Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.
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Facts.
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....
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Declaration.
I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)
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Date: Saturday, August 14, 2010 Time: 8:53 PM Kimi ga ireba
Does it really matter? I cannot stand my mother at times. She nags, she's selfish/thoughtless. We seem to never be able to hold a conversation more than 10sentences each. I don't know what is wrong. It's not like I REALLY hate her or something, it's just occasional dislike which would happen to any two people on earth who lives together. But ugh, whatever, seriously. Anyway this is another thing I realized. It's like us, like practically a lot of us uses the word "love" so much that it seems to mean nothing at all. I think it still meant a lot to me, when I say "I love you" to someone I really like/close(which applies to family, friends & junsu, maybe? lol), I feel really excited. Heart feels so full as though it is going to burst ANYTIME. I thought that was love? I know we can't define it but stop degrading the meaning of Love. I especially can't stand those who goes "i love him/her sfm!!!!" Like um seriously? Quit running after the trend and proclaiming your love for him/her. Why ridicule yourself. It makes you look stupid and your love seems so cheap already. We can't exactly love idols anyway, in a sense, we can't love so many people, you get what I mean? I admit I have a lot of eyecandies like, seriously much. I like them, just a feeling of being really delighted when I see their faces/actions, but I don't love them. I cannot imagine myself doing stupid things for them like dying/sacrificing my future or anything else. I have my top biases like top 5 or something. But I don't love ALL of them, really. The only person whom I would say "saranghaeyo" would be XIAH Junsu, the only idol I would really say. I do really care about him, in a sense, in a fan & idol way. I had never said as much as "I like you" to an idol, never in the letters I wrote to Seunghyun did I write more than "I like you" as well. I did joke around saying that "woi you my boyfriend, quit flirting" but he knows it's a joke anyway, so does it matter? Ugh. I feel nauseous whenever I see retards writing "I LOVE ____ SO FUCKING MUCH" Right, downgrade your love and ridicule yourself. What a joke. |