LOVE ME /HATE ME













Profile.

This guy above jumping like one gay dude is my bottom line for everything in my life, which includes my future and all. Don't really think you wanna toe on it because you might find your feet missing mysteriously after doing so. Well, again, I am one to be messed around with because I am pretty harmless. I am pursuing Mass Communications currently & I don't see why you can't be my friend because I certainly love making friends! :) Told you I'm this harmless friendly ugly blob of fat ^^


TVXQ, Five treasures & Jaypark are absolutely ♥


Yang Yoseob, Kim Heechul, CNBlue Lee Jonghyun, JoonMir, SHINee Kim Jonghyun.



Links.
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Facts.
- i love red
- i am a 80% cassiopeia & a 5% primadonna & 5% BOICE & 5%Petals & 3%B2UTY & 2%Jaywalker
- i am afraid of anything that's inhumanly, esp cockroaches
- i hate white chocolates
- i want to marry xiahkimjunsu
- my moodswings comes and goes
- i love to bitch a lot
- i think dance is cool
- i love guys with a charming smile and nice nose
- i don't like fakers
- i want to travel, a lot.
- i can draw well
- i am extremely lazy
- i am very impatient
- i wanna be skinny
- i love my blackberry
to be continued....


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Credits.
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Declaration.

I don't need anyone to judge me. Be it you being unhappy or disagree with what I write here, you can just chew on your fingers and close the damned windows and start a msn conversation to bitch about me. But let me remind you, those phases? I've been through more than you say "fuck this bitch" and karma goes around, and comes around :)



    Date: Monday, August 9, 2010
    Time: 8:00 AM
letters owed

    Day 12 — The person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
    You were the first person I hated in life. I hate to admit your existence or any resemblance we had. Filthy blood, it is. Your irresponsibility irks me. I knew you were upset over my existence, I'm betting my life on this. You know, you were the person I could throw to the back of my mind and not remember till someone asked about you. Yes, your existence to me is this negligible. I had never craved for you, because you were such an asshole to begin with. I had only wanted your money. You had nothing but money. Because of you, I am what I am now. Money grubber like, because I don't want to be you. You disgust me much. Don't come begging and grovelling for money. Look at what you've done 11 years ago to me, I'll give it back twice. For the hurt you've caused the closest person to me, I'll make sure you'll never live.

    Day 13 — Someone you wish could forgive you
    I know I often complains about you. Like really often because we can't get along anymore. You couldn't understand me and vice versa. We don't even bother anymore. But trust me, I do love you, still love you as much as before. I promise a good life ahead once my studies ends. You're someone I would never want to lose in my life, despite everything. Because I am thankful for your hard work. I just hope you won't give up so easily. The person I knew, was the strongest woman I've ever met in my life and respected.
    Forgive me for my attitude, for my immature thinkings and useless self.
    I'll do better in the future.


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