The stage has passed
I was bloghopping all my ex-classmates blog and came to realize that, wow, we've really grown a lot. From kids who doesn't even know the difference between compact powder and loose powder to heavy makeup users, to be talking about our 7 subjects struggle to modules of our diplomas. How far have we came? I remembered on the day of results, my class had the worse results, barely scraping through all the schools. Most of us didn't even bother to cry, nor did we do anything. We just felt "Singapore has a place for us, definitely." Here we are, trying to obtain a proper diploma for our future, modules and boyfriends is everything. Changed, how much things have changed while I hid in my comfort zone? How many things have evolved better while I whine over my sorrows? I've wasted a year, gaining different experiences. Now here am I, going to waste another year already yet I don't feel anything. Is life supposed to be like this? Where I would just live on and let others despise me because I want to live in my own comfort zone so much? My friends had been fighting for their future since the day failure hit us, yet I took the chance to do whatever I've wanted. Is this correct? It may be true I am taking lesser time to complete what they are going through. I am going to obtain my degree in 2014, which would be the same timing as them, if they are actually doing degree as well. I am worried about myself, I don't know, I should stop being a worrier. Sigh, my life.
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